Smugglezston on starting a family with a Baddie

I guess we can be a family she doesn't have kids yet the woman Im in love with they won't know her like I know her but they been in the womb type situation for 9 months however long it takes some people born premature or late I don't know about no 10 month pregnancy though and I'm not saying no nasty shit I just been spent time with her too so it's not a competition between me and them kids and everything I hope she doesn't cheat on me that's all I'm going to say about the situation if she does we can get back together I'm going to accept her body again type shit I'm just saying let the kids live with their other parent and visit us I never seen the kid be born type situation been a real partner and shit in parenting especially in raising kids I'm ducking it now but kids been around me and I don't know if her and someone else kids the woman I'm thinking about going to be well behaved or too grown shit .well behaved kids are off doing kid shit or keep it out your face whatever they do they do it like children I like them. Those too grown mother fuckers always around up under you listening to your conversation figuring stuff out like go be a child I know you not doing whatever you pretending to be doing you sitting there trying to be an adult in grown people business and you think you can play with my top by using that kid shit I'm a kid they won't think shit especially if I be quiet type situation man sitting here listening to the whole conversation the entire shit what I'm saying what they saying too much game in here too much sauce too much drip move around I caught on to kids and I don't know I think that's shit that is just in you but you can raise it out nurture it out but who wants to say don't do that all day like wth I like families ready made so I can know what they like shit but that's not my situation with who I want who I'm wanting kids with now shit she got me watching teen mom because of her haha she got me watching some least gangster stuff you can watch and shit like let's see their story what got them here because c'mon what if someone else wanted to hit and you ruin her body and her personality and she was probably nice like a real nice sweet chick now she is someone's baby's mother at 16 you can't tell me she's the same motherhood changes you in itself someone was insecure who did that to her that's not gangster to be putting babies in the first baddie you get it's something wrong with you your not even in your peak baddie getting years there's more baddies to be had my niggas damn you don't even know if that's the best choice for aesthetic kids my woman I'm in love with she feels she been in bad shit but not really I don't think they didn't get you pregnant it's like did you die? from the hangover shit everyone knows you do blow your heart stop it start back up again? type situation they threw that man in the freezer and went on about their day nobody has time to play doctor or a college degree around here I'm trying to marry that woman though quick fast and in a hurry that's it that's all so I need to know who going to be hurt about it realistically he probably loved her she was paying for everything and sleeping with him putting good loving in the game so it would seem like genuine love a real loss for him for her to pop up married and probably some more people I want our married life to start out with her learning the safe route from here to California and teach her to drive like my woman my woman going to get us there fast she not afraid to put her foot on the gas even backing that thing on you so she needs that rear view assist camera with her shit especially if I have to teach her how to parallel park and shit anyway this couple this couple is not helping my good man case I can't watch this with my lady type situation but she can cheat back and get pregnant they look good together just they would make a good looking couple with other people you know they probably still cheating on each other but they bring their a game to date night and mfkers probably seen their other options and shit I think I would be like let them have the kid in that situation it's a boy let his father raise him to be the epitome of man shit you can't have had a mother or your mom has to do time you want to take a charge for me or let him raise his kid kids however many you want to have I will always want her the woman I love type shit and see if he can say the same or even if she do after she has a family with someone else and shit and the kids she's raising are related I know where it's heading saying the things I be saying but if not they can visit us really girls need their mom's but they safer with their father the one man who is not supposed to touch them in a sexual manner but we know it's perverts but who are you having kids with that you can't have a daughter he can raise I want a gun in the house like we have to talk about these things raising kids starting a family do I have to leave it in the garage and be on some black ops Rambo type stuff if a intruder comes in I have to sneak out to the garage don't get caught get my gun don't be seen and sneak up on someone I could have just shot because my wife doesn't like guns I guess we all have to practice our assassin moves and shit my boo wife can be with me we can sneak off get the guns the kids can hide make themselves small we'll be back type situation and be quiet because mommy doesn't like guns that's different trauma the kids will grow up bringing guns in the house hiding them thinking I'm pussy and shit I guess we can all get out and not be seen but then they going to hit our house again and who wants to keep running from the same armed men the same dang threat type shit are you ok with me putting and keeping a shirt on type shit I don't want them seeing you in underwear keep the mystery with them kids type situation so they can say I don't know what my mom looks like type shit my mom doesn't walk around naked. My mom is a real baddie still a baddie type situation just some things to talk about what if the kid/ kids are sick or unhealthy God forbid but it happens and it's a real possibility in our life are you prepared to love that kid anyway and give little them a life filled with fun and excitement what if they live for 18 years financially that's my responsibility and I'm down for that but that's a workload stress factor where I really can't fall off and have to keep showing up be there for my wife and kids situation then what if they healthy eating everyday like it's my day off you don't feel a cold coming on my boy can you walk to school today? Do you like air? and I still have to get him dressed and make breakfast we can use that tax money though to make their life exciting for the summer months and it's not a everyday thing type situation but I would like a kid a little off take them with me everywhere like what you looking at then teach them game and see what they will be looking at then just learn from them while they here or I'm here how to act like and look like I'm diagnosed with their shit type situation I can get as crazy as they get you see she made something crazy with a crazy ass man I'm prepared for that situation it's not going to be easy but neither is raising a healthy child our mentally ill kid might talk about the healthy kid like are you sure I have that shit you saying I have because look at your other kids you saying is healthy my nigga especially when they running around doing kid stuff. i might be the first baby daddy though that actually turned out to be a good man who you messed up with and everyone knows you want him back even his wife but he is over your drama type shit like you have a lot going on and you're only adding to the situation having more kids with other men type shit but that can't be us because she not going through anything the woman I love she comes healed from whomever or whatever I hope our kids not sick but they could be and we can travel don't have to give up our lifestyle because they too sick for school and who knows how long they have I want to be the fun parent and it will be super easy to be the fun dad for a while I don't want to put a time on their death but blow money fast for a few years while they here pay for the funeral chill out be sad stack chips and we might actually be sad type situation he wants them (our heavenly father)but we wanted him too even in the condition he was in that was our little man or little princess situation might be cool to have a sick child not developmentally but terminally but nothing contagious like they can pick out their kids sickness I can have a sick child just want a healthy life for them